JAVA again

Sometime back (not so long), i wrote 2 articles about my JAVA perception:
http://srinitheemperor.blogspot.com/2007/07/java-java-java.html
http://srinitheemperor.blogspot.com/2007/11/development.html

But now, the time has changed, i started liking it, rather i was forced to like it. When you take a pill, eventhough it tastes yuck, it cures you, likewise, wat i thought as a yuck is now "I can code !!!!". Perception changes along with time, the only constant is CHANGE.

How i got this change????

It's simple, the fact is "FEAR"...

Fear, that i may end-up useless in software industry...
Fear, my promotion may get delayed...
Fear, without JAVA, job hopping is virtually impossible (u can end-up desktop support)....
Fear, that JAVA's necessary for next 5 yrs of my career growth...
Fear, i may lose my reputation as enthusiastic\vibrant\respected person in the project...
Fear, i should not be defeated by a prog.lang (ego problem)...

It's Fear...Fear...Fear........

If Fear can give such good transformation, i would like to "fear" for many things in life.........

Fear give Fire

(aaha, TR pichai vaanganum enkitta :-) )

unleash the beast in you....

Two things that tuens me down (at present, it's a long list....)

1) In bus(eventhough company bus), when some one sit next to you and started rubbing shoulders with you...it always happens to me. I hate people pressing me, even the slightest touch provokes me....I want to chop their hands, but end up adjusting myself to the situation....

2) When some one's mobile is engaged...I dont place calls unless its neccessary. So when people dont pick call, it really turns me mad and that to someone who's talking to girlfriend\flirt friend and not picking my call........I want to throw them from hill, but end up waiting for the person to pick the call.